I need to know that this isn't going to be one short thing.
Thats this isn't just going to end suddenly
i need the security that i am not going to get hurt again :/
Sometimes i fear that you will, but hardly ever.
I fear you will leave me. Run away or walk away,
either way you wont be there anymore
:/ this scares me alot

I am scared of losing you, plain and simple.
and sometimes i mind will twist this thought more
I have dreams that i do lose you,
such a releave when i wake up to find myself asleep next to you.

My ex's where nothing like you, suppose thats why they are ex's
You care for me and have fought harder for me, especially compared to the last one.
I love you so much, and i am scared of losing you for this reason
I love you enough to trust you, and i dont want that lost.
I want you forever. Please promise you will stay. <3